I don't know...

uh..i really hate to talk about feelings. but it can't be helped. b'coz, my heart is so broken! i don't know why. i don't really know the reason.it hurt so much that i couldn't bare it! it's just like, I've lost the place where i can confess all of my feelings... yeah, it seems just like i will never get it back. it really hurt me so much. so much!

Feel so lonely, no one stay besides me, friends disappearing, and I'm dying!