WILL YOU?

I can't believe it.
It has been a year since the day I meet you.
From the first glance,
I can feel that we might have the greatest chemistry,
as you smile, as you laugh,
everything just seems so bright.
You brighten my darkest part of life.

But I know, I knew it just now.
It wasn't for me 100%.
you have her on your side.
Now, whenever and wherever we go,
she was there too.
I can only smile to your antics.
You seem so happy with her.
I don't wanna ruin your day.

Knowing that you won't be mine alone.
Knowing that you can't be mine alone.
Knowing that I won't be here anymore.
Knowing that this took me a lifetime.
I won't, I can't, be here anymore.

I can only watch it from afar.
Your shadow has gone so far from mine.
You're so close yet so far for me to reach out.
I might not be needed anymore.
You're mad when I said that.
To you, friends are much more than lovers.
I feel so happy. But it still hurts.

The day you gave me the letter.
I smiled and cheered for you.
But there's nothing left for me.
I will keep all of my memories with you.
I will cherish them like my own life.
That will end soon. Sooner than I thought.
Goodbye love. Goodbye friend. Goodbye nothing.

Knowing that you won't be mine alone.
Knowing that you can't be mine alone.
Knowing that I won't be here anymore.
Will you remember me forever?
Will you say my name anymore?
Will you?

• Music: G-Dragon - Shake The World
  
• Mood: Melancholic (AS IF! HAH!)
  
• Location: mah room!