May I?

may I be on HIATUS once again?

i don't have any mood to write or post anything lately.

i just can't bear this feeling anymore.

it hurts! I really wanted to rip off my heart from my chest!

take a knife, and stab it as many time as i want!

why does it gave me such a big impact???

it even forces me to search for a fortune teller (online)!

and i got some stupid answers from them! i won't believe it of course!

WTF!

please let me forget about this feeling? please?

how? may i cast a spell on them? so that i will be happy again?

no. don't be stupid. it won't work!

maybe i should write a poem now.

i have to. it's the only way now.

may i have a guitar? i want it.

uh whatever. i'm getting confused now.

bye