Now... I'm Holding Back My Tears...

i seriously don't know what to say...

will i have the chance to see them even for once?

will the day where i can see them all 5 in front of my eyes come?

i really hope so that there's a chance for me to see them.

but what can i do? i really am hoping so that i can meet them.

even if it means that i have to go there alone.

i don't care! my family wants to stop me?!

stop me if they can! i don't care anymore if there's a chance for me to meet them!

i feel really glad if i can live there forever! even if i'm alone!

i want to meet them... i want to talk to them...

please fulfill my wishes!!!

please!!!

i envied other fans that can meet them even though they're younger than me!

i hate to have a family that always wanna control their daughter even though she's already an adult!!!

WTF!!! i hate this really!

if i have a chance to go to another country especially Korea or Japan,

i will definitely go there even if it means i have to go there alone!

i don't care!!!

i wanna meet my beloved DBSK5 boys!!!

i miss them, dammit!

i love them!

i don't even have the courage to see their sad face!

i don't want to see that at all!

i wish, they're happy always!

i wish they'll be together again!!!

i feel like... i'm the only fan that can't meet them face to face.

i really want to talk with them like other fans can.

i really want to meet them like other fans can.

why am i so unfortunate???

now...

i can only hold my tears back...